Too much to ask

Is there a crime and wishing to be desired?

You wish to sleep and I am wired.

I desire it not hurt to this degree.

all I want is for you to at least, hold me.

I constantly get sucked back into your charms.

And often I get lost in your arms.

And I know it's a start, you have given me a part.

But you still hold back, much of your heart.

It hurts that these feelings run so deep.

That my excitement when I lay next to you will not allow me to sleep.

From a slight crush, this has grew. 

I just want to experience all of you.

When you lay next to me, I am giddy as a child.

My feelings have always been intense, never mild.

And although games I wish not to play,

I often wonder how long would it take you to notice, if I walked away. 

My apologies that if two depression I am prone. 

A trigger is if you do not hold me, I feel alone. 

Perhaps the amount of attention I need becomes much of a task.

I wish to feel constantly desired, is that too much to ask?